Venting.

myViiBE: [[You Know What - N.E.R.D.]]

So....right now it feels like my life is taking a turn for the worst. I've debated whether or not I should put myself on blast like this....but it seems somewhat appropriate, considering there's a lot of people in my shoes right now, and nobody understands what they're going through.

The basic jist of this story is that my family and I are at the brink of losing our house to that evil demon called foreclosure. It makes me want to cry, because one minute I'm thinking of how I want to redecorate my room, and the next I'm thinking "trailer park, or half-destroyed apartment?"

Wow....

My mother is a single parent, with four children. My dad....is undeserving of respect. And that's putting it in the nicest terms I can really muster right now.

There are so many thoughts going through my head right now....where will we live? where can the kids have a good school? will my somewhat juvinille-delinquent brother decide to stay with us, or leave? will we even survive?

Who can we even turn to right now? I mean....does anyone even care? There are so many people involved in their own problems, or holding some kind of disgruntled and hidden disposition against you that you can never know who's a friend and who is an enemy.


Believe me.....we've been to hell and back before, and frankly, I'm getting quite tired of going there.

I can't wait to get my business up and running, because I know for a fact I'll fight for people who constantly fight the same greviances that my family and I have struggled with all our lives.