So....Dang....AUGGGHHHH!!

myViiBE: [[frustrated, so nada.]]

If I had a freakin dime for everytime my mom and I didn't see eye to eye...I'd save America from this b.s. economic crisis!!!

I mean GEEZ! Who said I wanted to marry him?!?! Who said we were dating?!?!??!?!!?!?

Okay, to give you guys the filler-inner, I'm Nigerian. In my culture it is sometimes customary for family friends to ask for a child (mainly a female child) as a marriage partner for their other child (usually the male child). They don't ask the child, mind you. They ask the parents. This is the case with me. To top it all off, I've never seen this guy in my LIFE. No idea who he is, and we've been raised in two totally different cultures! He's in Nigeria, and I'm here!!!

That really isn't the worst part. I mean hey, I may never see this guy. EVER. The worst part is that I've got this guy who's like, my best friend, and yeah, there's feelings there but I'm not pursuing them cuz he's not pursuing them. We may look like we're dating, but really, we're not.

HOWEVER, my mother today told me that I should stop throwing myself at him. That I know that her friend wants me to marry her son and that I'M making it look like me and my bestie are dating....I mean WTF?!! You're kidding me, right?!?

That...was...SO....ludicrous. I was pissed.

And, I didn't even get to the County Clerk's office....so my business is still on "figment of the mind" status.

I'm supposed to be doing college research right now, but I'm pooped. Yale, give me five minutes, won't you?

GAH. I just want to.....

roll over
cry
die
scream
start my business and get GOING
blekyah.

LOL! If you can relate, do say so.

Deucesss.