Feeling So Frustrated

A month ago. A MONTH AGO is when I could have had the application submitted.

Then, as of RIGHT NOW SpeakCharity would be IN THE RUNNING to win that $50,000 grant, instead of waiting on the sidelines for June 1st. I mean ugh what is the MATTER with me?? I told myself to do that grant app a LONG time ago! I just didn't follow through. Sigh.

I prolly shouldn't beat myself up for it though. I could have expected this to happen....I mean, Pepsi isn't exactly a small name, you know? And this is just greater motivation for me, for Speak, to be well prepared when we start running.

I can also put Speak up for other grants and stuff....you know, this may not be all that bad.

Lord God, you haven't failed me or Speak yet. So how's about I just hand you this one and see where we go next?

I think that sounds dandy.