myViiBE: [[Rebirth of Slick - Digable Planets]]
So, the first week of school....
major craziness, man! I mean geez, I did not expect to end the week with so much friggin drama. I mean DANG thank you classmates for emphasizing the fact that I'm still surrounded by HIGH SCHOOLERS.
Here's how it allll went down:
Started the week real chill, everyone was good, no drama or nothin....
Come Wed. we have a Student Government meeting, and all of a sudden people wanna be persnickety about their ideas....which ends up with a big blowout by yours truly.
The next day was full of freakin tension....I didn't even really talk to the people who were part of it.
Friday everything gets blown up in my face: from one person sayin they're quitting, to another feeling insecure about me telling the truth, to the rest talking about how dang mean I seem to be.
It...
Was...
Ridiculous.
I mean dang, that brought back insecurities that I hadn't even wrestled with since Sophomore year! Stuff that I felt I was totally past.
Like I said, ridiculous.
And to top it all off, the day I thought I would have free to do what I needed to do for SPK (acronym for my company, loves...) is taken away from me because the school's admin feel that we actually need to come to school that day.
NOBODY ELSE IS IN SCHOOL RIGHT NOW BUT US!!!
ugh....bogus.
I'm gonna find a way to work through this. With the Lord's strength, I will be victor.
Like I said- I shall overcome.
15.8.09
10.8.09
Woot Woot!!!
Wow....
so THANK YOU so much to whoever said they were vibin'!
Confidence MAJOR!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I figured out how to do a lot of stuff to my blog (after taking time to actually EXPLORE my settings, haha!) so now ANYONE can leave a comment, and you don't even have to subscribe (although I would love it if you did).
Anyway, my first day back at school was quite eventful....thrilling, even. It was fairly easy (since my actual COLLEGE classes don't start until the 24th). It was kinda like chill time with my buds, which I love. I totally forgot to bring my memory card, however....so we were at a loss in terms of vids/pics.
It's all good though, because tomorrow is a new day.
Too bad it's not a free day though. I'm so SWAMPED with work it's ridiculous.
I will survive loves, I will survive.
I'm off to create some new designs for Speak, jam to some beats, and plan out the rest of my life [[kidding, more like the rest of senior year :P]]
Deucesssssss, lovessssss.
so THANK YOU so much to whoever said they were vibin'!
Confidence MAJOR!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I figured out how to do a lot of stuff to my blog (after taking time to actually EXPLORE my settings, haha!) so now ANYONE can leave a comment, and you don't even have to subscribe (although I would love it if you did).
Anyway, my first day back at school was quite eventful....thrilling, even. It was fairly easy (since my actual COLLEGE classes don't start until the 24th). It was kinda like chill time with my buds, which I love. I totally forgot to bring my memory card, however....so we were at a loss in terms of vids/pics.
It's all good though, because tomorrow is a new day.
Too bad it's not a free day though. I'm so SWAMPED with work it's ridiculous.
I will survive loves, I will survive.
I'm off to create some new designs for Speak, jam to some beats, and plan out the rest of my life [[kidding, more like the rest of senior year :P]]
Deucesssssss, lovessssss.
5.8.09
Trying to Stand Strong
Staring at my screen
Looking at the zeros
Thinking of ways to enhance
Make better
I wish to touch lives.
I know this is not impossible. I know I am new at this....a fresh chip off the ol' block, if you will. But DANG I would love to see something from someone who felt touched enough to leave a comment. That would be abso-fabuloso.
Ha! However, I can be patient, and patient I will be.
Patience is a funny thing though, because it seems to elude me in a lot of situations. I just thank God for the grace to hold my tongue and be patient. It's helped me to avoid many argumentative confrontations with mother dearest.
Anywayyyyssss, I'm going to be adding something totally new to my blog....vids of my friends at school! (like eps of our lil mini-series we're doing) Believe me, it will be a LOT better than what it sounds like right now (it's 2 in the morning, cut me some slack! lol)
Mk Chixx n Trixx, be blessed.
I would go more in depth but my eyelids are being uncooperative haha!
Looking at the zeros
Thinking of ways to enhance
Make better
I wish to touch lives.
I know this is not impossible. I know I am new at this....a fresh chip off the ol' block, if you will. But DANG I would love to see something from someone who felt touched enough to leave a comment. That would be abso-fabuloso.
Ha! However, I can be patient, and patient I will be.
Patience is a funny thing though, because it seems to elude me in a lot of situations. I just thank God for the grace to hold my tongue and be patient. It's helped me to avoid many argumentative confrontations with mother dearest.
Anywayyyyssss, I'm going to be adding something totally new to my blog....vids of my friends at school! (like eps of our lil mini-series we're doing) Believe me, it will be a LOT better than what it sounds like right now (it's 2 in the morning, cut me some slack! lol)
Mk Chixx n Trixx, be blessed.
I would go more in depth but my eyelids are being uncooperative haha!
3.8.09
[[iiNCReDiiBLe]]
It's crazy how a weekend can change your life.
I've realized the biggest problem with this blog is that all I'm doing is glorifying myself.
Though the pivotal point of this blog is to follow the journey of my company's growth, I should not be the all-inclusive focus.
I mean.....I went to a new church on Sunday, because there was a lot of controversial stuff going on [[it's horrible when the person you rely on to be your spiritual guide and an extra supporter is actually stabbing you in the back and slapping you in the face....]]. The controversy made me leave, and I took my siblings to visit this church that was just off the highway called Covenant Church.
Instantly I noticed a difference in the overall atmosphere. You could tell that most of the people there were there to genuinely worship God. I had already visited the adult service, so I decided to try the Youth. You can imagine my anxiety [[especially if you are a youth yourself]] because it is incredibly hard to fit in [[talkless of being accepted]] by a group of youth you've never met before. Instead of focusing on that, though, I focused on coming in and worshipping God.
It was AMAZING.
I just feel so....changed! It's incredible, I mean to be able to be touched by God, to spend two hours with people who love him just as much as I do and WORSHIP in all truthfulness....to get things revealed to me that just confirm their truth [[because I've heard them before]]....like I said, simply amazing.
While on my way home I realized that this was the perfect outlet to talk about what I'm going through in my Christian faith [[and to keep me on my toes]]. Even if you're reading this and you aren't a Christian, maybe you can relate to the dedication of your faith...or, if you know God, can find a balance through my experiences.
Be blessed, loves.
Deucessssss.
I've realized the biggest problem with this blog is that all I'm doing is glorifying myself.
Though the pivotal point of this blog is to follow the journey of my company's growth, I should not be the all-inclusive focus.
I mean.....I went to a new church on Sunday, because there was a lot of controversial stuff going on [[it's horrible when the person you rely on to be your spiritual guide and an extra supporter is actually stabbing you in the back and slapping you in the face....]]. The controversy made me leave, and I took my siblings to visit this church that was just off the highway called Covenant Church.
Instantly I noticed a difference in the overall atmosphere. You could tell that most of the people there were there to genuinely worship God. I had already visited the adult service, so I decided to try the Youth. You can imagine my anxiety [[especially if you are a youth yourself]] because it is incredibly hard to fit in [[talkless of being accepted]] by a group of youth you've never met before. Instead of focusing on that, though, I focused on coming in and worshipping God.
It was AMAZING.
I just feel so....changed! It's incredible, I mean to be able to be touched by God, to spend two hours with people who love him just as much as I do and WORSHIP in all truthfulness....to get things revealed to me that just confirm their truth [[because I've heard them before]]....like I said, simply amazing.
While on my way home I realized that this was the perfect outlet to talk about what I'm going through in my Christian faith [[and to keep me on my toes]]. Even if you're reading this and you aren't a Christian, maybe you can relate to the dedication of your faith...or, if you know God, can find a balance through my experiences.
Be blessed, loves.
Deucessssss.
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